Thursday, December 11, 2014

The Legacy
I like the video that we watched earlier. It showed concisely the facts that happened during the time of the rise of the Roman Empire.
While watching the video, I couldn't stop hiding my face during some scenes that were really bloody and brutal. I didn't realize that many lives were lost just because of some people who were so greedy with their power and position.
One of the characters I admire most in the video was Lactantius. Though he was only a mere scribe, he did not hesitate to encourage and tell Emperor Constantine to believe in God. I believe it was his faith and dedication to God and of course the work of the Holy Spirit that drove Constantine to try fighting “in the name of God”.
Another character that I like also was the character of Constantine. I really admire the goodness within him. He was a type of person who was not greedy of his power and position. He always thought of others’ welfare. Even his faith in God was also seen in his life. Indeed, he made a great impact to Christianity. I just didn't understand sometimes his way of accomplishing things which he thought was right especially when he let his sister be married to Licinius to achieve the peace he desired for both western and eastern part of Roman Empire. That was too much risk for me. Good thing Licinius and Constantia fell in love with each other in the long run because if not, the marriage will only make Constantia's life miserable.
Of everything Constantine did, what I don't like the most and seem questionable was what he did to his brother-in-law, Licinius. I don't understand why he needed to have him killed. I thought he had already forgiven him and gave him another chance but he still asked for his life. He put justice in his hands which is not the proper thing for a person who believes in God to do. Why not just let him and his family live happily. This was the question that was really bothering me.

In spite of everything, I think I still need to be grateful to Emperor Constantine for what he did to spread Christianity. I admire him as a person and hopefully, there would be another Constantine that will rise in the future to let Christianity be known to the world.

Wednesday, November 19, 2014


Learn, Understand and Realize
This week's topic is something that we, Christians, should appreciate and ponder. Upon listening to the report and reading the book, I've realized that I am so privileged that I was still able to know Christianity and even become part of it. I've already heard and read before how the early Christians and churches struggled because of their faith and teaching but I didn't realize that it was that great. That's one thing that is new for me. They needed to prove and defend the distinction of the genuine Christianity from the false one. Another thing I've learned is the number of false beliefs and practices that battled against Christianity before. A few of them I heard already. I've learned that even before, there was already a strong opposition against Christianity to the point that some organizations meant to misunderstand its teaching and tried twisting it. But as always, the truth prevailed and will prevail no matter how someone tries to ruin it.

I admit that sometimes, I neglect the truth that is in me right now. Perhaps it is because I haven't understood and grasped totally what the early church needed to go through. But now that I have more knowledge about it, I will be more courageous to defend the truth that I believe in. Not just that, I will try to correct (in a gentle way) the person I know who will try to twist the truth that the Bible teaches. This course learning is a great way to remind myself to be bold (just like those people who have wrong beliefs and practices) to tell others what is founded in the Bible.

Everything needs to start within ourselves. I am aware that I need to develop some things in my life to be able to become like the early Christians. Reminding myself of what Christ has done for me and what the early Christians went through would be a great way to start building my confidence and to be bold. Listening to the Holy Spirit's prompting is very important also. Of course, it would be somehow easier to start it with my friends. It's always been my desire to share the truth to them. Hopefully this coming Christmas vacation, we'll be able to see each other again so I will have the opportunity to tell them the truth about Christ and Christmas especially because it's one of the highlights for this vacation.